where's the love yo?
yeah i'm (quite) supposed to post abt raya and stuffs, but we'll skip that for awhile. kind of not in the mood although we're only in the sixth day of raya anyway. i'm kind of kosong right now. yeah yeah yes, i'll use the word empty. kind of disappointed that i didn't get the chance to meet some ppl this raya and wish them good luck, for any freaking thing, leave alone the freaking spm.
so sad, no? its kind of obvious that this raya is not the best one of all, yeah yeah spent it with family, friends, openhouses, makan, duit raya and stuffs - physically its complete lah kan. sederhana tapi meriah - that's what they call it. but inside somewhere its kind of incomplete. sad, really. i mean you anticipate, wait, then your heart and soul feel scattered when it is time. doesn't look good to me.
but nah, whtv. still have more time to, well, fill it with happy things. in spite the strugglings and all. anyway for those who by any chance terbukak this little blog and know me, and will be taking spm this year (detail: in 22 days); i wish you all the best. go kick ass dudes and dudettes. especially for mrsm and sbp guys la, i miss you guys doh. didn't get the chance to meet pun, but sms'es and comments and phone calls would do. may Allah guide you in your hard work and patience. and i pray that for myself too. and may the outcomes be good.
i will end the schooldays in, plus minus, one month. heh, why don't i realise that? the ppl around me don't too (at least they looked like they don't). anxiety, happiness, sadness and fright are really mixed within myself. unclear of things together with blurred visibility of the future. closer to blindness. ngeh too emotional.
yeah i'm (quite) supposed to post abt raya and stuffs, but we'll skip that for awhile. kind of not in the mood although we're only in the sixth day of raya anyway. i'm kind of kosong right now. yeah yeah yes, i'll use the word empty. kind of disappointed that i didn't get the chance to meet some ppl this raya and wish them good luck, for any freaking thing, leave alone the freaking spm.
so sad, no? its kind of obvious that this raya is not the best one of all, yeah yeah spent it with family, friends, openhouses, makan, duit raya and stuffs - physically its complete lah kan. sederhana tapi meriah - that's what they call it. but inside somewhere its kind of incomplete. sad, really. i mean you anticipate, wait, then your heart and soul feel scattered when it is time. doesn't look good to me.
but nah, whtv. still have more time to, well, fill it with happy things. in spite the strugglings and all. anyway for those who by any chance terbukak this little blog and know me, and will be taking spm this year (detail: in 22 days); i wish you all the best. go kick ass dudes and dudettes. especially for mrsm and sbp guys la, i miss you guys doh. didn't get the chance to meet pun, but sms'es and comments and phone calls would do. may Allah guide you in your hard work and patience. and i pray that for myself too. and may the outcomes be good.
i will end the schooldays in, plus minus, one month. heh, why don't i realise that? the ppl around me don't too (at least they looked like they don't). anxiety, happiness, sadness and fright are really mixed within myself. unclear of things together with blurred visibility of the future. closer to blindness. ngeh too emotional.
i just wish that i could endure any stupid obstacles that'll allure me to disaster in the next bloody short period of two-wenty-two-days. heh that doesn't sound right - too big. erm, i just wish that i'll be calmly OK for the next 22 days. God willing.
wishes and wants aren't the same, aite?
so yeah, lets sail smoothly and forget all those damned gibberish tiny icky things. i rock, and you should too. lol. happy touching up your preparations for anything that needs preparation. say, kuih raya or going to the jamban. oh yeah, right, spm.
p/s: i'm open to invitations to open houses, haha. my house is always open (dependable) just let me know and well, just datang lah! it's syawal, for dodol's sake! i'll try to hop in, as long as i can. happy returning to normal life after a week of festivities. ciao :)
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